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Celebrity Clone




To whom it may concern,

do you know who I am?
My name is Dolly, The Sheep. And I am a celebrity.
If you don't know who I am, it's fine, I guess.
It doesn't matter anymore, anyway. There are many like me these days, so it's not like I'm irreplaceable.
... although on second thought, you should know me...
after all, I symbolize a vital step in development ... at least, that's what people say.

I was born on the 5th of July, 1996 to my mom and dad.

But to tell you the truth, I sense that there's something wrong... and just between you and me, I have this feeling my dad had an affair before I was born: I don't look like my "mom" at all! I look like this other woman who everyone mistakes me with.
It's quite peculiar, actually, and terribly vexing, but I guess I learned to get used to it. 

Ever since I was born, I've already been famous.
I don't even have a clue why, but that's that... and that's a fact.
... And if there's one thing I can recall from my past then it's the huge crowds lining up to see me; always taking polaroids of me and always smiling or gasping in evident astonishment.
I mean what the hell?
I always deemed them crazy.
Oh, well. At least I'm famous.

Anyway, my life has been pretty much like that every single day.
I have never seen much of the world, for others held me captive and indoors most of the time.
I always felt neglected for some reason, because when I looked at the other sheep, they were allowed to do thousands of things I couldn't even dream about.
I have a life, but I feel dead.
Now, however, it's really coming to an end; the puppeteer pulling the strings has decided to finally cut mine.

I'm nearing my 6th birthday, and I've been told I'll die young -- due to severe arthritis and some lung disease whose name one doesn't even mention.
I guess I don't have anything against it; for my life, though known and loved, has been pretty agonizing these past few years, anyway.


Now, I'll have to face my imminent death which I'll do with gladness.
-- and yet, I still have this nagging gut feeling of mine regarding my dad's probable affair...
But still, this is it.
My last letter prior my death.
-- and I just wanted to let you know that, whatever my purpose in this life may have been, I hope no other sheep will end like me.


Yours truly,
Dolly The Sheep









It's 11:35pm here in Berlin and my head is still full of thoughts on cloning. Why? Due to the MSA ('Mittlerer Schulabschluss') presentation I still have to research for but which I have been procrastinating these few months.

My group's topic is animal cloning, and to be more specific: 'Dolly, The Sheep' and its impact on scientific developments and progressions -- and to tell you the truth, this is the first time I've gotten to know and read about the complicated procedure that is cloning.

What most people think of when they hear of 'clones' is the typical science fictional mentality sexy Scarlet Johanson showed us in the movie 'THE ISLAND'.
The fact is, though, that cloning can occur on a daily basis quite naturally as well : e.g the process which produces identical twins or also vegetative propagation (cutting a leaf of a plant and letting it grow into a new one).

So what's so controversial about it?
Cloning can be done naturally and artificially -- and as always, the artificial procedure is what everyone's making a big fuss about.

Do you know what they do?
Well, I'll explain you how cloning Dolly worked in simple words:

1) They took a specialized cell's nucleus from a specific animal.
2) They took an egg from another animal from the same species, but destroyed its nucleus as to ruin the genetic information it contained (it then becomes enucleated) .
3) A fusion of the nucleus and enucleated egg took place with help of electricity.
4) They then implanted this into Dolly's mom.
5) There goes Dolly.

To tell you the truth, I was absolutely flabbergasted once I read this procedure due to the advancement our technology undergoes continuously and the things it enables us to do.
It even lets us play God -- or act like Superman and save species and mankind.

Either way, I still have a very vague idea of how to evaluate this whole thing in an ethical point of view.
 --- And the only thing I know is that I'm sleepy and I need my beauty sleep -- AND that I'm ardently eager to know what you guys think.

Wish me luck in dreamland!


Renée M.

 

Lo extraño



Hace mucho que ya no hablo en esta idioma.
Espero que yo no lo vaya a olvidar...
... y disculpadme si lo que estoy escribiendo esta un poco mal. Jaja! (Espero que no!)


Bueno, a lo mejor intentaré escribir algo en castellano los proximas dias.
Estoy haciendo una presentación para mi MSA; se trata de clonación de los animales.
Me duele la cabeza de tanto pensar. Ni me puedo concentrar!

Hasta aqui, espero que tambien os enamoreis en esta canción ,eh!
Me hace recordar tantas cosas... y por lo menos ya no siento el dolor.

Renée


P.S: Jolín, tengo que leer mas libros en Español para que mi Español no se empeore aún mas!


The child

The Child


(picture by Gustav Klimt)

I feel so suffocated.
I just can't breathe.
The walls enclosing me seem to become smaller in size
as my better judgment is being deceived all over again.
I know what I want, or at least I thought I knew,
but maybe I'm just a small infant after all.
Clueless and ignorant.
My heart is torn
and my mind simply flustered.
I've been told not to listen to my heart,
always beguiling my senses.
But I just can't help it.
Even if I do, what's the point of it all,
if it doesn't even know what it actually wants?
Others say just to leave it be;
that time will heal the wounds that I'm inflicting.
Yet how so, if it itself worsens the bruises?
I'm not who I was
and my heart doesn't comprehend that fact.
I'm feeling claustrophobic when I look around.

I feel the intense leers of piercing eyes, though non-existent.
I can't ignore the pressure;
I'm stumbling into the depths.
Falling; crawling
in an abyss of darkness.
I hear myself talking,
but I can't understand my voice.
"It's a stranger's, not mine,"
is what I disclose.
The worst part is I'm not the only one involved.
Not only my heart will suffer, but also others'
if I don't think it through nor wisely.
So maybe I am an infant, after all.
When the road gets rough, and it hails ice,
I tend to run for cover,
to the protection of my mother's womb.
I can't recognize myself today;
that's not how I truly am.
But today, I am even a smaller child than I already am,
Clueless and ignorant.

Temptation

Temptation.

I'm waiting for something that won't even happen;
something I shouldn't even be pining for;
A danger and admonition.
My heart thirsts in its restlessness, although on the other hand,hesitates;
my mind, devoid of sensibility and my body, impulsive.
The house is crumbling down as the bricks begin to break.
Oh, what have I done? Heart, treacherous snake!
One sweet glance suffices,or all should I keep?
a forbidden stare or carnal passion; desire against desire?
Mind, come back! Quench these tenacious dreams!
Reality. Imagination? Either way, my heart's tearing at it seams.
A moNster, apathetic; what have I become?
Oh, temptation; illusion!
Inhuman act of sin!

Drama day. God, I need a break!
Renee

Unknown Artist

A la tunneling style.
Oh, Virginia Woolf, teach me!
Renée


Unknown Artist 

Pitch dark,
No light,
No life.
An artist's mind,
At work;
With strife.
The ultimate masterpiece,
Plans of creation,
The only source of light.
The only source of living.

Lonesome self;
Own world.
Own bubble.
Pencil in hand,
Perpetual lines,
Sloppy scribbles.
The ultimate masterpiece,
Plans of beauty;
A beeming dot of light,
The only sign of beating.

Up.
Down.
Left and right;
His right hand goes,
His fantasy in sight.
Glaring stars up above,
Shining, twinkling;
"A promise of perfection", he thought.
"And a test for a patient being."

Seeming.
Being.
Pretense
and the truth.
A mask worn,
a costume made,
a heart of stone;
Cold.
Apathetic;
With hate.

Frozen pictures in his head,
Yet somehow warming;
Bright.
A blow to his heart.
A stab in  his back;
A senseless fright;
for us.
He's light.

The creator.
An artist,
of life, love and hate.
Jots and dots of colors,
as the world he paints.
The unknown artist;
his great masterpiece;
we are
complex;
ideal,
yet parodic.
Oh!
Unknown artist,
unknown means,
we all look up;
to the skies; you.
Unknown artist,
enigmatic.
where are you?
Where are you?

Boredom strikes back

Boredom's back...
... and this time, it struck very hard.
It's holidays in Berlin, and I'm extremely bored because almost everyone left Berlin for a week.
Normally, I'd write some kind of short story or something like that, but I decided to be a bit of a narcissist today ... so bear with this --  or just don't read it at all. :))



Whats your favorite color gummy bear?
- The pineapple flavored one! I can't recall its color anymore.

What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?

- the eyes and mouth.... or actually, his maturity.. but that's not part of the body, is it?

Have you ever made up/sang a song for someone you cared about?
- not a song; I'm not good at music. Haha! But a poem.

Is there a baby in the room with you right now?

- nope. Or I could consider myself a baby, in this case. haha!

Do you know how to dance?

- I'm not sure. I like dancing, but I don't know whether I can.


Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or elsewhere?
- At school during class while we are asked to do some assignment.

What is your favorite thing that is green?
- leaves of a tree?!

What did your last text message say?

- "I miss you. Come back" Cheesy, much?

Boxers, briefs or boxer briefs?
- BOXERS!

What is your middle name?

- Chan.

What is the way to your heart?
- Open-mindedness, maturity and the way I can talk to someone easily. HAHA.


What do you smell like?
- Nutella

Whats in your pocket?
- I have no pocket.

Anything in your mouth?

- My temporary braces.

Ever hurt yourself playing Wii?
- What'S that?

Do you have freckles?

- nope.


How many languages can you say "Hello" in?
- 20. haha! Thank youuuuuuu, international school!

Whats the last movie you saw in the theater?
- movie and theater? Don't you mean play? Or cinema? huh!?

Ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on?

- Ooooooooooh yes. That was fun.

Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday?
- Uhmmm... no comment. HAHA!

Name a song that you know all the words to:
- "I see you" - Leona Lewis. I think I watched "Avatar" waaay too often.

Are you in love with someone right now?
- Everyone is.

Whats the last thing you watched on TV?
- Harry Potter and The Order Of  The Phoenix. Hahaha!

Whats the last video game you played?
- Nice question. Who knows? :P

Who is your daddy and what does he do?

- My daddy's THE MAN! :)) Hahaha!

Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
- I used to.

Do you have an ankle named Joe?
- Haha that's totally random.

What word do you use when people pass gas?
- First, I laugh and then say: "Whoooops!"

Do you wear glasses?
- Yup, I lost my contact lenses.

What can you hear right now?

- The ticking of the clock... it's kind of creepy.

Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday?
- Worse.

Ever been overseas?
- I am overseas right now. Haha!

What are your plans for today?
- Meet up with a friend and then go to church :P

How long have you had MySpace?

- Not long. I deleted it about a year after.

What was your favorite childhood show?

- TOO MANY TO MENTION. HAHA. Teletubbies?

Are you close to your siblings?
- Yup, very!

Do you like your feet?
- NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO